dorian.

  Upon finishing the only novel from Oscar Wilde, my mind started reeling. In so few pages themes of pride, self indulgence, sin, life, eternity and forgiveness create the life of a young man. Just the simplest suggestion that beauty is the ultimate prize to be grasped slowly ate away at the life of Dorian Gray. People that met him found him extraordinarily striking. His golden hair and sly smile bewitched women, young and old. Somehow upon entering a room his presence was felt and heeded to.
  A friend of Dorian's, Basil Hallward, was also estranged by the perfection of a man. He asked permission to capture such beauty on a canvas. The completion of the painting sealed the demise of Dorian Gray. Contrary to how most humans age, Dorian retained his handsome demeanor in exchange for his sin marring the portrait of himself. Each day wrinkled the face of acrylic and spilt blood on the guilty hands of a citizen. His secret, hidden beneath a cloak of purple, consumed Mr. Gray's mind until he ran mad. The obsession with perfection drove him to drastic measures of protecting a face.
  Dorian ceased to realize that over the years fascination with the perfect man grew to disgust. Many felt the weight of his presence as too much to bare. Though the human face on Gray was preserved, the beauty was fleeting. His heart revealed what his face did not in the form of a painting. In his attempt to destroy the very thing that lead him to his lowest place, he took his life.
  He asked for no forgiveness. He made no amends. Wilde weaves in the importance of forgiveness into the novel with Basil's character. Basil begs Dorian to shed light on his faults and expose his life. For an author struggling with deep longing for faith, his beliefs show their face throughout the pages of his sole novel written. Wilde gives reminders of how fickle these lives are without reconciliation and love. All outward beauty shall fade.

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